woensdag 9 februari 2011

Star Sign

I am in the Emergent Space learning Group and that gave a special edge when I entered the Otto Scharmer Theorie U lecture #dzl2011 yesterday.
What I found fascinating is the way to get to presencing. It starts with observation and being a good listener. Going from downloading (listening form the centre of your own universe), to the open mind (getting to the corners of your being and listen with open windows, using your curiosity for everything new and unknown, rejecting nothing) to the deeper level of listening even, the open heart.
When you listen from your open heart you sense the other, you let go of your own universe and enter the universe of the other by truly connect and be present in that other life. An yes I have had sensing experiences like that, I know I can but as so many things this level of listening will take practice before it is an art to me.
An now, when finally you have truly learned to listen, there is a bonus. You are present in the presence of others and glimpses will emerge, emerge, emerge and they are their for the taking, seeing, sensing, hearing, feeling.  It is like you have shifted from seeing your own star into seeing the other star and then another an then another and in an instant you look into these seperate dots and a pattern emerges, like a star sign, and it tells you something about the future coming from your source connected to the other sources.
It looks like abracadabra and at the same time it makes perfect sense. Now with this star sign it is like a true horoscope, you do not always read it the right way. And there will be voices in your head. The "that is impossible", "yeah right" voice and  sometimes "are you sure, what if" voices. So if ever something was to be sabotaged it could be that little inspiration you got from seeing the emerging pattern. But it could also be that you meet somebody going your direction, or you see a window of opportunity or you stumble on good luck. And that you just act, act on that impulse that would have never occurred to you when you would have stayed on that star.
I have unconsciously walk this path looking for love in my life and it has led me to the deep connection and fun with my man and future husband and our children. It still feels like growing more intense all the time.
In my work the lecture has increased a small flame for a project I want to take on and I explained to three people yesterday (acting on impulse) and they all want to help me in finding the shape in which it can take place. I dared myself to start this fall and I dare myself to explain it in this blog end of April

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